Marriage Bed

What the hell was he doing here? Joelle stared at the man standing on her front porch and stifled the urge to scream, slam the door in his face...or pretend she didn't know who he was. She did know, of course. Thirty-seven years might have passed since she'd last seen Drew Foster--she was aware of exactly how long it had been, considering how drastically her life had changed that night--but she recognized him immediately. His hair was a little sparser and grayer, his laugh lines deeper, his jaw softer. His well-cut pinstripe suit didn't hide the slight paunch that had sprouted above his belt, but despite carrying a few excess pounds, he appeared generally fit for a man only a few years away from his sixtieth birthday. How had he found her? Why hadn't he called to give her some warning before he appeared on her doorstep? How could she get him to leave? He'd come close to destroying her life once, but she'd painstakingly rebuilt it--and now here he was, perfectly capable of destroying it all over again. Fear gathered in her gut and squeezed. "Joelle," he murmured, his gaze deep and intense. "God, you look great." She clenched her dust rag so tightly her fingers began to go numb. She'd been cleaning the house, as she did every Saturday morning, and she hadn't bothered to put the rag down before answering the door. If only he'd arrived a few minutes later, the roar of the vacuum cleaner would have drowned out the doorbell and she'd never have realized he was there. At her continuing silence, his smile faded."You don't remember me, do you?" "Of course I do." She shook her head, then forced a smile. "I'm just...surprised.How did you--I mean,what are you..." She pressed her lips together to stop from stammering. "It's a long story. May I come in?" Back then, his voice had been as smooth and sweet as warm honey. It still was. Just like his warm, honey-sweet grin. She didn't want him inside her house, but she couldn't think of a way to keep him out without leading him to assume she had something to hide. If he suspected her of hiding something, he'd be right.What had happened thirtyseven years ago, the decisions she'd made, the turn her life had taken--he mustn't find out. She couldn't let him. But if she barred the door, he'd grow suspicious. Reluctantly she stepped back and allowed him to enter. If luck was with her, he'd tell her he just happened to be in Gray Hill, and someone at the gas station had mentioned her name and he'd thought he would stop by and say hello. They'd chat for a few minutes about old times and then he'd be on his way. "You have a lovely place," he said, surveying the foyer before he peered through the arched doorway into the living room."Beautiful landscaping, too." "Yes. Bobby--" She cut herself off. If she talked about Bobby, she might start talking about their children, and she couldn't do that. "Bobby D. Who would've thought you two would get married?" Drew smiled wistfully."He's a damn lucky guy. Is he around?" "No, he's--"Again she cut herself off. Bobby often spent Saturdays meeting with clients who weren't available during the week.But if she said he was working,Drew might assume he did some kind of labor that demanded weekend shifts. She wanted to assure Drew that Bobby's business was a success, that he had clients as far away as Hartford and Bridgeport and even across the state line in New York, that his sons were now working with him,that he and Joelle were no longer kids from the poor side of town. She wanted to shout that Bobby was more of a man than Drew could ever hope to be. All she said was,"I'm afraid he's out right now." Drew shrugged."Well, at least you're home." "Cleaning the house." She held up the dust rag in her hand and smiled faintly.The air smelled of lemon-scented furniture polish, and through the arched doorway into tArnold, Judith is the author of 'Marriage Bed ', published 2007 under ISBN 9780373654093 and ISBN 037365409X.